Topic of the day: had fun b4 everythin went 4 mcg trainin den iftar @ makmur restaurant i duno i laughed alot realli alot i shudnt hav aft everythin walked @ bazaar was packed walked wif a happy heart wif all e jokes frm frens lookin 4 baju n all fyza nudge n sae sumone is in front was kinda hapy cos bn mths dat i nvr c him frm far he seems happy smilin n all directly walked passed beside me my reaction ws realli blank duno wether 2 smile,2 look down or wat bt i wana c cos missin him lots happiness totally gone tears jst rolled dwn heart totally dropped wen seein sumone else wif him holdin hands duno i jst feel as if sumone slappin me hard n fyza said e girl asked him ''is dat ur ex'' total blow 4 me saw wif own eyes imagine if u r in my place i'm sorry its not dat i wana b emotional bt tis is jst hw i feel nw angry, sad, disappointed, hatred, everythin hate e feelins just feel lyke screamin it hurts alot thks fyza 4 e comfort tryin hard nt 2 spoil e mood yest acted normally prayin hard nt 2 bump into em again went 2 joo chiat yea wen playin e game laughed again smiled again had fun again n all bt only God noes hw i felt inside mayb its true wen ppl sae wen u laughed too much, later part of e day u will end up cryin i duno bt i'm realli reali disappointed i'm sad sorie i jst hav 2 let it out he's jst bad 2 do all tis i dun hate u bt y issit dat u kp denyin everythin stop all thos liars i noe u r jst tryin 2 make everythin sounds nice its nt freedom dat u wan ppl may sae watever dey wan bt try be in my shoes noein its over bt he givin u e assurance dat he left u nt bcos of gettin a new partner jst makes u kp waitin n nw seein all tis is jst so painful was tryin v.hard nt 2 tel mama dat i saw him i'm afraid wud broke dwn infrnt of her was keepin quiet all e way 2 jb yest nyte bt msgs kept me companied-thks tho sorie 4 e emo entry i hav 2 let it out dun care