Topic of the day: its already february.. so many things in mind.. and i badly want to meet my poly girlfriends.. plan something faster can..pleaseeeee. . things have been much unexpected lately.. some news here and there.. make me rather sad and angry at the same time.. having a family should be the nicest memory a person could have, but why do some people just don't appreciate what they've got.. haiz. guess that's just life.. just hope things are alright.. these things sometimes make me think many many times about my own future.. that scary feeling.. we just couldn't depend too much on our partner sometimes maybe.. cause we might never know when we will lose them later on in our life.. i guess i've gotta learn on this part hor..haha. . ok that is random.. in another note, i still believe in my boyfriend =) i pray for the best for us(insyallah), the rest its up to HIM to decide can.. . anyways, girlfriends... go catch bride wars in the cinema ok..! its sooo niceee =) weddings are the prettiest thing lar =) but the ending was abit depressing though.. . few more days for me to settle things:

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yey cant wait.. i'm no good with plannings.. but just hope this time it'll work out just nice.

so no need for any guessing game.. just wait k =)