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i appreciate every single bit that u've done just for me

eversince your vietnam trip, letting me be alone for almost 6days,

it just make me think, letting lose abit, and of course it made me miss your presence more.

guess i've been taking things for granted

.i just feel like typing this entry out

i love you.

anyway.. one of my long term patient is going back to indonesia on the 13th

i feel sad.. even if it means that one of the heavier-loaded patient will be gone.

still, i'm sad.

how busy that patient made your shift for the day by changing her stoma, draining the bag, changing her complex/infected wound daily, serving her many many tablets at one go, running blood transfusion almost every single day during my night..

of course i do whine to noorman and mama when i got home, mentioning how tired i was doing one-to-one nursing care for her..etc etc.

i guess its just a norm for us to whine and complain.

and of course seeing her getting better as days goes by, seeing her smile and the hopeless/determining 'thank you' from her was just satisfying at the end of the day..

and that strong faith of hers to live touched me.

i guess bad ms mensus coming.

giving me all the badache, headaches and that 'i-want-to-cry-feeling'..

means, everyone must be nice to me this week ok.

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